Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Where ya been? Around the world and back again.

I'm going to reignite this furnace of feelings. It's been a long time since my energies were allowed to be purged and left only with the positive.

My return from Philmont Scout Ranch has left me looking at the empty shell I call my life. I'm exceedingly thankful for everything and everyone in my life, but it seems that 3 steps forward always leads to 5 backwards.

Here's to tomorrow.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

New apps

Applied at JCP for loss prevention, Kmart for soft lines, Kelly services for temp work, Lowes for hardware department, a nanny job for a 3y/o boy, and several others...

Happy thoughts...
Lots of happy thoughts.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Slew of new apps entered

Spent the morning updating my application at the hospital, applied for another half dozen positions.

It is out of my hands now but at least this employer is polite enough to notify me when the job is filled.

Sunday, September 22, 2013


Just sick of being a whipping boy for the world. I've never asked for fame, wealth, or prestige, just enough to not have my family threatened with homelessness.

I am defeated and praying for God's guidance.

Saturday, September 14, 2013

An idea whose time has come?

For as long as I can remember I've toyed with the idea of going to welding it finally time to take the leap and sign onto student loans?

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

BSA trying to make up financial losses.

Welcome to 2013-2014, here's your 60% increased membership fee.

Annual planning and budgeting are the backbone of a good Scouting unit, obviously national doesn't have to function as a unit does.

It really feels like those at the helm are purposely crashing the USS BSA into the rocks.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Ignored resource

I've ignored this wonderful resource for far too long. Time to return to my audience of one and record these thoughts.

They keep me from going.
They keep me from growing.
They keep me from knowing.
They keep me from sowing.
They keep me from reaping.
They keep me from sleeping.

So many issues, but most are sealed inside to fester and boil.