Slew of new apps entered

Spent the morning updating my application at the hospital, applied for another half dozen positions.

It is out of my hands now but at least this employer is polite enough to notify me when the job is filled.

Defeated

Just sick of being a whipping boy for the world. I've never asked for fame, wealth, or prestige, just enough to not have my family threatened with homelessness.

I am defeated and praying for God's guidance.

An idea whose time has come?

For as long as I can remember I've toyed with the idea of going to welding school...is it finally time to take the leap and sign onto student loans?

BSA trying to make up financial losses.

Welcome to 2013-2014, here's your 60% increased membership fee.

Annual planning and budgeting are the backbone of a good Scouting unit, obviously national doesn't have to function as a unit does.

It really feels like those at the helm are purposely crashing the USS BSA into the rocks.

Ignored resource

I've ignored this wonderful resource for far too long. Time to return to my audience of one and record these thoughts.

They keep me from going.
They keep me from growing.
They keep me from knowing.
They keep me from sowing.
They keep me from reaping.
They keep me from sleeping.

So many issues, but most are sealed inside to fester and boil.

Idle.

I wonder where
my wonder has gone,
Into the night or
into the dawn?